hais.
my mood real sux now.
i dunno y.
ya.
my mood swing reallie change fast.

hais.
im reallie sorry tat im hating ppl those im not suppose to hate.
but.
is all u cause de.
had mi mi so hate it.
hais.
i admit tat my life reallie sux.
they 'suppose' to be my closest kin.
but now.
i reallie dun feel tat AT ALL.
seriously.
im reallie envy those ppl ard mi having their family so supporting them.
i reallie dun find mine like theirs.
hais.
i reallie dunno how to describe wats my feeling.
its 10 times more sad den sad.
or even hundred?
or even thousand?
hais.
i think this problem cant be solved le.
or.
i think i shld not blame anything.
since it had already in this situation.
i shld accept it.
do the best i can do ba.
they wun ever noe wat i wan.
they wun ever noe wat im thinking.
they wun ever noe how i feel.

tats y i promise myself.
in the future.
i wun ever let my children suffer wat im suffering now.
=)

lun siong not going for the concert le.

di still cant confirm coz her bf may be working.

samuel still din gif mi a reply.

seriously.
i think i had given up selling the tix le ba.
still cant confirm or still haven gif mi a reply.
im not going to ask again.
sold 3.
and i think tats it.
juz tat i reallie dun wish to see alot of empty seats when performing.
imagine..
it will be a veri sad thing lor.
hais.
juz pray hard it wun happen lor.

not in the mood of blogging.
im sorry.